Happy Birthday POK!!!

And you're 16! Still so young rofl.
Sweet 16 tsk tsk.

Today is a big day! Because....

Baby hamhams opened their eyes! =O

WOW. Suddenly my comp is able to upload pics. -Ish speechless-. Since my comp is so nice for once, I shall update my blog! -Performs CPR on blog- Nuuu! Dun die!

Ok, I really don't have much to update. Honestly, the much awaited christmas was quite disappointing as we didn't do anything special T_T Regardless, I shall describe the day in detail (as much as I can remember).

I woke at 8.30 coz we were having prata for brunch at 11.am. Despite Shuj and I being late by 10 minutes, we were the earliest -.- Tsk tsk. Oh yea, we both wore something really different from our usual attire for the special day. And I was wearing new shoes, so hm.. you know.. OUCH. When everyone FINALLY reached, we had our prata. I ordered chicken briyani and cheese prata and I finished all! :D Ok.. then we met up with Dek and proceeded to Orchard for KTV ._.

I shall fast forward the stoning parts.

Then YAY! Exchanging of presents! While they were singing (Xin, Shan and Dek) and playing (Shuj and Kint) and stoning/sleeping (Jojo), I wrote down number tags for the presents and the lots to draw. Rawr, somehow suay suay Kint's prediction came true and I tio-ed his present. Jojo got my giant mickey mouse hand and water bottle :D. Luckily I chose part of his present lolol. Thanks Shan for the cookies! Me wan more!

The presents..

After KTV, Shan and Xin left for family dinner. We walked allllllll the way to PS to PIU and jubeat ._. (in the ridiculous clothes yes) Shuj left for dinner too then. Oh! And we met Dk, Izu they all at dhoby arcade =O So qiao man! Izu didn't wanna go lan with them so she joined us instead =) Then we ate at Aston's (again). I finished a double up chicken alone. Zzz I'm so piggy. Ate so much.

We were not sure of the plans afterwards and Shuj was coming back to join us. But somehow there was some dispute that was luckily solved coz of Kint. In the end we did not ton la, but it's ok :D

Slept the whole day off on 26th.

On the 27th there was this jubeat session -.- I reached at 2+? (I wish I was later) Er, it was really sian since I'm not that into jubeat but nvm, TRAIN! I shall endure! Gonna improve on my jubeat skills hmph.
Had subway for lunch and no dinner o.o Something was wrong with my stomach. I kept visiting the toilet. 1st to wash hand, 2nd to da bian, 3rd to pee, 4th to pee again, 5th to wash hand, 6th to wash hand LOL. Ok you know the story..
The reason I have to wash hands so many times was that.. er you know, the jubeat machine is not exactly very clean with so many kinds of people touching so ya..

The fountain behind Mos.

Xin's mos burger.

Whee, I shall talk about something more interesting! I.e. my hamham babies :D This is something like a record of their growth (but not done regularly) =x

The first few days:
=O Like worms right? -_-

After 1 week? OMG Hair Fur!



Changing to a new cage, oops I mean fish tank, after 1 week+..
Mama<<<< >>>>Babies



Close up:


So cute right? :D

Apparently this is the 60th post. I wonder how I managed to post so much, since I don't update frequently. Haix, can't bring myself to update especially when updating is sooooo ma fan!

Firstly, I have to transfer the pics from my phone. And the sony ericsson file manager seriously lags. Most of the times it will just auto close itself when I was trying to open the damn file -.- then I'll have to start all over again and wait for it to open (very very slowly). After the slowwwww transferring process, will be the uploading part. Unfortunately, my comp has some problems with uploading (evident in my failure in uploading the zhang hui mei song)so the blogger uploader doesn't work. AND I can't just upload the original file to photobucket coz it's too big. I'll have to resize every single photo in photoshop, save them with a different name in jpg format, then upload them 1 by 1. UGH!!!!! Can you now understand why I'm not updating much?

So for the pics from the dinner at Aston's, please refer to Dek's blog.
Nothing much happened nowadays. Just piu, work, jubeat (a fairly new arcade game) in no particular order. I sux in jubeat so I'm not as addicted to it as the rest. I guess the biggest news is...

Huaidan gave birth! The last I counted, there were like, 8 babies? =O So anyone interested in adopting a few baby hamsters? :D

Here's a video of one of the babies which crawled out to look for its mama.



It got too far from the nest so I used a spoon to scoop it back =x Rawr, I can't touch it coz hamham mama will reject it if its scent is different from the mama's ._.

Can't wait for them to get old enough! xD

Rihanna - Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
[x2]

All my life...

I know you did apologise sincerely but some things you wrote are really offending and I can't ignore that.

how can I know, u need so long to cold down?
Ok, you only like, gave me 1 day before you shot me the next day in your blog? And that's long o.o

There are many different type of public place, it's just that, playing that kinda thing on a narrow corridor where there are at least 300 people walking around in the complex is a little too much. Causing inconvinience to other people. Somehow it just seemed very inappropriate when I saw u playing like dat. *just take note of this and try avoid doing things like dat at narrow places with alot of people passing by nx time*
When did you start caring about the passer bys? I thought you only care about Dek, that's why you hit me? And we were playing by the railings, there was plenty of space for people to walk. Even so, you could have told me nicely instead of slapping my hand.

I didn't know you guys play things like that way, as ur claimed as being zibi...
This is ridiculous. I have to be zi bi to put my ign as zi bi? What about people who put their igns as HardGay or wadever?

I feel bad after that as I hit slightly harder than I thought I did where ur hand got abit red-ish for a while, especially after Xin told me u were just playing around...so I waited to c if ur online and apologize personally as u and shuj left early, but u blocked me, so I try to patch things up in the tags instead...then u shoo-ing me away seems as if u don intend to patch things up with me...
Actually you can forget about hitting me too hard. I'm not bothered about hitting hard enough or not, it was the fact that you hit me that pissed me off. Let me refresh your memory. You tried to patch things up in the tags? Ok the first tag after that incident was: if your toupai-ing skills are so good, then why do you have to tug ppl's bag? Or sth liddat. I dunno how you call that trying to patch up, sounds like you were suan-ing me really.

The "zi-gang" is ur fam, I have no qualms if u decided to remove me from it. My Piu sux, as I don't go to arcade often, and I'm 1 of the lousiet Audi player around. I can't hang out with u guys that often unless Im there in SG. It might be abit bitter, but I'll try to bear with it if thats how you gonna do it.
This is the part that really gets to me. Let me get this clear, the zi gang does not belong to me alone. It is mine as much it is every zi's. I do not have the authority to kick any zi I wish. Neither do I make friends with people by judging on their PIU or audi skills. Zis also does not have a recruitment criteria. If I wish to remove you from Zis, it'll be coz your existence will upset our harmony. Are you gonna hit everyone who is friendly to Dek? Then you're gonna be a big problem hanging out with us.

Lastly, again, I would like to apologize to u sincerely. I'll let u kick my butt in reality if that would make u forgive me. However, if decided otherwise, then, I can only say, good to have known you, thank you for many things u've help me do, *plenty of images especially* and best wishes in your future.
I'll be fair coz you are really sorry. So what I'll do is unblock you in msn. Unfortunately, you will still have to leave Zis. Until, perhaps a later safer date? Then we'll discuss if you should be allowed to rejoin us. One thing for sure is, I won't be going out with you anymore. This is to make things simpler. I'm sorry for that.

An emo song for emo people (:

Can't find the song in imeem so here's the link.


Zhang Hui Mei - Ji De

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了

这条路走了多久

心中是清楚的

有一天 有一天都会停的

让时间说真话

虽然我也害怕

在天黑了以后

我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都累了

却没办法往回走

两颗心都迷惑

怎么说 怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么

也许你也不懂

两个相爱的人

等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候

我和你的眼中

看见了不同的天空

走的太远

终于走到分岔路的路口

是不是你和我

要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

Ok before I begin this, I shall make myself abide by a few things:
1. I'll try not to sabo anyone.
2. I'll not use any vulgar words.

Hmm, I just bathed so I'm pretty clear-headed aside from the fatigue due to PIU and work. I gave you 3 chances Max, before I made it official. And you used it all. What did you do? Let me answer that. Firstly, you blogged that you can't ignore it coz I was too much. Secondly, you tagged here saying that since I'm so good in toupai-ing, why do I have to pull at someone's bag? Thirdly, you tagged again and said that if I wanted to be treated as a lady, I'll have to behave as one and not play childish games in public. If you had just given me time to cool down, I'd have unblocked you eventually. But no, you have to add oil and vinegar don't you?

There are so many thoughts swirling in my head now, I have no idea which to start with. Ok, I was too much? Kint and Dek were wearing the same tops without planning together before hand. All I wanted was to take their photos coz it was something very very rare and memorable (not to mention funny). They refused coz they didn't want to make it easy for me. They wanted me to earn it myself. Everyone knows that these two are not camera shy people. Dek even posed for me while hiding his shirt with his bag. So I just played along and chased them all over the place. You said I was bullying him? If they just let me take their pictures, there will be no need for this. But they wouldn't coz they wanted me to chase them. We were having fun. And what did you do? Step in and hit me.
I'll repeat that I wasn't bullying Dek coz it just won't get into your head. Dek is a guy who is perfectly capable of protecting himself. If he doesn't like me pulling his bag, he'll tell me. There is no need for you to interfere. Are you insulting him that he is incapable of protecting himself from a mere girl like me? Furthermore, you have NO RIGHT to interfere as well. So you said, Dek is your loved one and you can't stand to see him being bullied huh. I saw your blog after I read your tag and you raised the example that what if someone (I forgot the term you used) misused/violated a handphone or whatsoever you loved? Perhaps I should remind you that while a handphone is your property, big news, Dek is not yours. He never was, not now, and for his own sake, I hope never will be. Coz with someone like you around him, he gonna lose the rest of his friends. Since he is not yours, you have no right to hit me. And what if the handphone likes to be violated huh?

However this is not about Dek. It's about YOU hitting me because I was pulling his bag. I'll answer your 2nd questiong. Why do I have to tug his bag when my toupai-ing skills are so good? If common sense left you, let me enlighten you. It is simply because I haven't gotten their pictures and Kint was leaving soon so I was afraid that I wouldn't have time to get it. Well, if you gonna claim that you hit me like you were playing with me (as I was playing with them), I'll have you know that I'm not close to you at all. Only close friends can get away with hitting each other for fun. Besides, I treat my friends the same. I would pull Shuj's or Kint's bag too if it comes to that. I even pulled Kint's paper. So you're saying I should treat Dek as less of a friend just because of your feelings for him? Don't be ridiculous.

Your third point is the most hilarious of all. If I don't play childish games in public, I should play with my friends in private? I'd admit I may have overreacted. But I was just overreacting to an overreaction. If you said I was childish to play with them, are you by any means mature enough? Obviously, you aren't even mature enough to control your actions. Huh, you even complained that it was painful for you too when you hit my ring. The only thing I can say is, serves you right. Nobody asked you to hit me.
Yes I'm pro feminist. But even after fighting for equality for so long, we can never be totally equal. For one thing, guys are physically stronger than girls. And you just abused that advantage. I despise you for that.
If you'll only treat girls who behave as if they are restricted by the rules "how women should behave - written by men" in the 18th century as girls, perhaps you should return to the 18th century. As tomboyish as a girl is, she is still a girl. Have I ever said that you are not a guy, and treated you as a girl, just because you are gay? I even encouraged Dek to sit next to you on the first day I met you. Nice way of thanking me huh.

I asked some of the Zis (and the important one) if I can kick you out of Zis. Surprisingly, they have no opinions or objections. Why is it that your dear friends didn't side with you? Certainly not because I did something good coz I know I'm no angel. If they are scared of me, they can jolly well use this chance to escape from my wraths, but they didn't. So it's down to what YOU did. Perhaps it's time for you to reflect on your behavior and actions.

If it wasn't for the fact that the sight of you irks me immensely, I wouldn't do this to make things awkward for the rest. But too bad it does. So please remove yourself from Zis. If you do not comply, I can lend you a helping leg.

I'll be nice and give you face so you have 2 days of blogging authority to send your goodbyes in Zis blog. But anything provocative will be deleted.

I'll say it was 'nice' knowing you, but I guess it's thanks but no thanks for your crap.
May we never cross paths again.


Btw, sorry if I sabo-ed anyone. It wasn't intentional.

I'm updating this in a partly drowsy and immensely tired state so pardon me if I type anything wrong or miss out anything..

Had my birthday dinner last friday. Eh I didn't expect it until the day before when Xin told me o.o No wonder she took the effort to book a reservation at Secret Recipe. Thanks Xin!
Ok I shall update this as neutrally as possible.

Met Max the first time that day and got quite a scare. He looked super fierce and creepy lols. Xin, Shan and Jojo were there as well. I went there with Shuj, and was peeking from the corner of the restaurant, afraid to go in. But I still went in to face the inevitable in the end. Hmm, we got impatient waiting for Dek and Kint to arrive so we ordered first. And I lost the pic of Shuj's laksa! Dunno why -_-

Jojo's 'alphabet' fries that she shared with all of us. Thanks <3>


Shan's spaghetti


Xin's bolognaise with the screaming bun


Max's meatball spaghetti


Jojo's spaghetti and her sexy hand


Moi fish and chips (guess who is that behind :D)


We were waiting for the rest to reach while eating. Finally, everyone came (but sadly Sharn couldn't make it) and we were chatting heartily, waiting for the cake to arrive. Little did I know that the cake presentation would be a traumatising experience =.= When the lights went off, I was like, nuuuuuuuuuuuu! Then they played the birthday song, and the other customers were staring at us. I knew that even tho I didn't dare to turn my head to look. Rawr! Throughout the whole song, I pretended I'm not the birthday girl lols. But too bad I can't continue acting when it's time to blow the candles. The staff even shooked my hand o.o

Yummy cheese marble cake credits to Sharn :D Xie xie ni!



How can I forget the audi mug they gave me? Thanks guys! luv ya all (:

Unwrapped..


My WithY0u <33>


Zibi..


WithM3 :D


Shuj and I got restless coz we wanted to go PIU asap. But first, I have to bring the uneaten part of the cake back home to put in the fridge x.x So I met the rest at the bus stop after. Xin and Shan went off coz Xin needed to work. The bus ride was damn lonnnnngggg. And we had interesting pair offs lols.
Then bla bla PIU.

After PIUing, we went Macs to rest and chat. I made Kint tell his qian bian jokes to Dek and Max haha. And we came up with more and more lame jokes -_- Soon, it was time to go. We caught the last train to Jurong. Since Kint and Dek had no train back home, they sent Shuj and me home o.o So good worrr. xD On the way back they were annoying us with the johnny johnny joke that we still haven't figure out now yet! =O Evil! But anyways, thanks for sending us :D LOL from what Dek wrote in his blog, apparently they walked home after that. @@ Far~

The next day was Sai's BBQ outing. I brought Shuj there coz I was afraid that I'd be extra ._. We reached there damn early coz we wanted to go cycling before hand. The pit was super far from Mac and bicycle rental! At first we were just stoning before Izu they all reached. Met Ralph, Shi, Mao, JJ, Butter and Wen there. They played poker while we stoned -.-

Nothing to do when stoning ma. So I took out my phone and started snapping..

Sea Views.. Nice? xD




*Tou pais*


After 1 hr+ of waiting, Izu they all finally reached!

Guess who?


We walked back again to the bicycle rental (which is near Macs) and ourselves (Izu, Dk, Shuj, Bobba, HT's bro's fren) bicycles while HT and her bro (I think) got themselves skates. I wanna learn how to skate! So graceful~ @@

Cycle cycle and more cycle..

Cycled back to the BBQ pit and FOOD IS READY :D Only managed to get a bite of my hotdog before we had to cycle back to the bike rental place to return the bikes and skates. Dk didn't come we us yet he was holding the receipt! -_- In the end wasted alot of time solving the receipt problem. On the way back, HT suddenly U turned and said we needed to buy cakes for the birthday ppl (er, shi, ron and mao?) so we walked around to find cakes. Bought 3 pieces of cakes from coffee bean. (I didn't eat any) We walked back and I ate a few hotdogs, 1 chicken wing and 1 foil of sotong. They tried to sing the birthday song (and failed) then we watched the 3 of them fight over the raspberry piece of cake -.- Shuj got sian so she suggested we go to the beach (ji lang man yi xia). We spotted some fireworks far away o.o Izu came and look for us so Shuj bullied her by kicking sand on her LOL. Poor Izu.

Saw this weird car on the way back. Long front and short back O_O


Er Sunday. Met some zis to go sls, eat tao huey and play piu. Woah, Kint and Dek must have telepathy or wad. They wore the same T shirts! And they purposely don't let me photo them -.- So I played along and chased them all over SLS LOLS.

Succeeded in taking their pics in the end! :D Sneaky FTW.


Really chiobu mei and chio-er jie nias.

I shall not post on my opinions unless I'm pushed.
Please do not test my limits.

Happy Birthday POK!!!

And you're 16! Still so young rofl.
Sweet 16 tsk tsk.

Today is a big day! Because....

Baby hamhams opened their eyes! =O

WOW. Suddenly my comp is able to upload pics. -Ish speechless-. Since my comp is so nice for once, I shall update my blog! -Performs CPR on blog- Nuuu! Dun die!

Ok, I really don't have much to update. Honestly, the much awaited christmas was quite disappointing as we didn't do anything special T_T Regardless, I shall describe the day in detail (as much as I can remember).

I woke at 8.30 coz we were having prata for brunch at 11.am. Despite Shuj and I being late by 10 minutes, we were the earliest -.- Tsk tsk. Oh yea, we both wore something really different from our usual attire for the special day. And I was wearing new shoes, so hm.. you know.. OUCH. When everyone FINALLY reached, we had our prata. I ordered chicken briyani and cheese prata and I finished all! :D Ok.. then we met up with Dek and proceeded to Orchard for KTV ._.

I shall fast forward the stoning parts.

Then YAY! Exchanging of presents! While they were singing (Xin, Shan and Dek) and playing (Shuj and Kint) and stoning/sleeping (Jojo), I wrote down number tags for the presents and the lots to draw. Rawr, somehow suay suay Kint's prediction came true and I tio-ed his present. Jojo got my giant mickey mouse hand and water bottle :D. Luckily I chose part of his present lolol. Thanks Shan for the cookies! Me wan more!

The presents..

After KTV, Shan and Xin left for family dinner. We walked allllllll the way to PS to PIU and jubeat ._. (in the ridiculous clothes yes) Shuj left for dinner too then. Oh! And we met Dk, Izu they all at dhoby arcade =O So qiao man! Izu didn't wanna go lan with them so she joined us instead =) Then we ate at Aston's (again). I finished a double up chicken alone. Zzz I'm so piggy. Ate so much.

We were not sure of the plans afterwards and Shuj was coming back to join us. But somehow there was some dispute that was luckily solved coz of Kint. In the end we did not ton la, but it's ok :D

Slept the whole day off on 26th.

On the 27th there was this jubeat session -.- I reached at 2+? (I wish I was later) Er, it was really sian since I'm not that into jubeat but nvm, TRAIN! I shall endure! Gonna improve on my jubeat skills hmph.
Had subway for lunch and no dinner o.o Something was wrong with my stomach. I kept visiting the toilet. 1st to wash hand, 2nd to da bian, 3rd to pee, 4th to pee again, 5th to wash hand, 6th to wash hand LOL. Ok you know the story..
The reason I have to wash hands so many times was that.. er you know, the jubeat machine is not exactly very clean with so many kinds of people touching so ya..

The fountain behind Mos.

Xin's mos burger.

Whee, I shall talk about something more interesting! I.e. my hamham babies :D This is something like a record of their growth (but not done regularly) =x

The first few days:
=O Like worms right? -_-

After 1 week? OMG Hair Fur!



Changing to a new cage, oops I mean fish tank, after 1 week+..
Mama<<<< >>>>Babies



Close up:


So cute right? :D

Apparently this is the 60th post. I wonder how I managed to post so much, since I don't update frequently. Haix, can't bring myself to update especially when updating is sooooo ma fan!

Firstly, I have to transfer the pics from my phone. And the sony ericsson file manager seriously lags. Most of the times it will just auto close itself when I was trying to open the damn file -.- then I'll have to start all over again and wait for it to open (very very slowly). After the slowwwww transferring process, will be the uploading part. Unfortunately, my comp has some problems with uploading (evident in my failure in uploading the zhang hui mei song)so the blogger uploader doesn't work. AND I can't just upload the original file to photobucket coz it's too big. I'll have to resize every single photo in photoshop, save them with a different name in jpg format, then upload them 1 by 1. UGH!!!!! Can you now understand why I'm not updating much?

So for the pics from the dinner at Aston's, please refer to Dek's blog.
Nothing much happened nowadays. Just piu, work, jubeat (a fairly new arcade game) in no particular order. I sux in jubeat so I'm not as addicted to it as the rest. I guess the biggest news is...

Huaidan gave birth! The last I counted, there were like, 8 babies? =O So anyone interested in adopting a few baby hamsters? :D

Here's a video of one of the babies which crawled out to look for its mama.



It got too far from the nest so I used a spoon to scoop it back =x Rawr, I can't touch it coz hamham mama will reject it if its scent is different from the mama's ._.

Can't wait for them to get old enough! xD

Rihanna - Cry

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

[Chorus:]
My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

[Chorus]

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
[x2]

All my life...

I know you did apologise sincerely but some things you wrote are really offending and I can't ignore that.

how can I know, u need so long to cold down?
Ok, you only like, gave me 1 day before you shot me the next day in your blog? And that's long o.o

There are many different type of public place, it's just that, playing that kinda thing on a narrow corridor where there are at least 300 people walking around in the complex is a little too much. Causing inconvinience to other people. Somehow it just seemed very inappropriate when I saw u playing like dat. *just take note of this and try avoid doing things like dat at narrow places with alot of people passing by nx time*
When did you start caring about the passer bys? I thought you only care about Dek, that's why you hit me? And we were playing by the railings, there was plenty of space for people to walk. Even so, you could have told me nicely instead of slapping my hand.

I didn't know you guys play things like that way, as ur claimed as being zibi...
This is ridiculous. I have to be zi bi to put my ign as zi bi? What about people who put their igns as HardGay or wadever?

I feel bad after that as I hit slightly harder than I thought I did where ur hand got abit red-ish for a while, especially after Xin told me u were just playing around...so I waited to c if ur online and apologize personally as u and shuj left early, but u blocked me, so I try to patch things up in the tags instead...then u shoo-ing me away seems as if u don intend to patch things up with me...
Actually you can forget about hitting me too hard. I'm not bothered about hitting hard enough or not, it was the fact that you hit me that pissed me off. Let me refresh your memory. You tried to patch things up in the tags? Ok the first tag after that incident was: if your toupai-ing skills are so good, then why do you have to tug ppl's bag? Or sth liddat. I dunno how you call that trying to patch up, sounds like you were suan-ing me really.

The "zi-gang" is ur fam, I have no qualms if u decided to remove me from it. My Piu sux, as I don't go to arcade often, and I'm 1 of the lousiet Audi player around. I can't hang out with u guys that often unless Im there in SG. It might be abit bitter, but I'll try to bear with it if thats how you gonna do it.
This is the part that really gets to me. Let me get this clear, the zi gang does not belong to me alone. It is mine as much it is every zi's. I do not have the authority to kick any zi I wish. Neither do I make friends with people by judging on their PIU or audi skills. Zis also does not have a recruitment criteria. If I wish to remove you from Zis, it'll be coz your existence will upset our harmony. Are you gonna hit everyone who is friendly to Dek? Then you're gonna be a big problem hanging out with us.

Lastly, again, I would like to apologize to u sincerely. I'll let u kick my butt in reality if that would make u forgive me. However, if decided otherwise, then, I can only say, good to have known you, thank you for many things u've help me do, *plenty of images especially* and best wishes in your future.
I'll be fair coz you are really sorry. So what I'll do is unblock you in msn. Unfortunately, you will still have to leave Zis. Until, perhaps a later safer date? Then we'll discuss if you should be allowed to rejoin us. One thing for sure is, I won't be going out with you anymore. This is to make things simpler. I'm sorry for that.

An emo song for emo people (:

Can't find the song in imeem so here's the link.


Zhang Hui Mei - Ji De

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了

这条路走了多久

心中是清楚的

有一天 有一天都会停的

让时间说真话

虽然我也害怕

在天黑了以后

我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得

是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后

我们都累了

却没办法往回走

两颗心都迷惑

怎么说 怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么

也许你也不懂

两个相爱的人

等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候

我和你的眼中

看见了不同的天空

走的太远

终于走到分岔路的路口

是不是你和我

要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我

以前的一句话

是我们以后的伤口

过了太久

没人记得当初那些温柔

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

我和你手牵手

说要一起走到最后

Ok before I begin this, I shall make myself abide by a few things:
1. I'll try not to sabo anyone.
2. I'll not use any vulgar words.

Hmm, I just bathed so I'm pretty clear-headed aside from the fatigue due to PIU and work. I gave you 3 chances Max, before I made it official. And you used it all. What did you do? Let me answer that. Firstly, you blogged that you can't ignore it coz I was too much. Secondly, you tagged here saying that since I'm so good in toupai-ing, why do I have to pull at someone's bag? Thirdly, you tagged again and said that if I wanted to be treated as a lady, I'll have to behave as one and not play childish games in public. If you had just given me time to cool down, I'd have unblocked you eventually. But no, you have to add oil and vinegar don't you?

There are so many thoughts swirling in my head now, I have no idea which to start with. Ok, I was too much? Kint and Dek were wearing the same tops without planning together before hand. All I wanted was to take their photos coz it was something very very rare and memorable (not to mention funny). They refused coz they didn't want to make it easy for me. They wanted me to earn it myself. Everyone knows that these two are not camera shy people. Dek even posed for me while hiding his shirt with his bag. So I just played along and chased them all over the place. You said I was bullying him? If they just let me take their pictures, there will be no need for this. But they wouldn't coz they wanted me to chase them. We were having fun. And what did you do? Step in and hit me.
I'll repeat that I wasn't bullying Dek coz it just won't get into your head. Dek is a guy who is perfectly capable of protecting himself. If he doesn't like me pulling his bag, he'll tell me. There is no need for you to interfere. Are you insulting him that he is incapable of protecting himself from a mere girl like me? Furthermore, you have NO RIGHT to interfere as well. So you said, Dek is your loved one and you can't stand to see him being bullied huh. I saw your blog after I read your tag and you raised the example that what if someone (I forgot the term you used) misused/violated a handphone or whatsoever you loved? Perhaps I should remind you that while a handphone is your property, big news, Dek is not yours. He never was, not now, and for his own sake, I hope never will be. Coz with someone like you around him, he gonna lose the rest of his friends. Since he is not yours, you have no right to hit me. And what if the handphone likes to be violated huh?

However this is not about Dek. It's about YOU hitting me because I was pulling his bag. I'll answer your 2nd questiong. Why do I have to tug his bag when my toupai-ing skills are so good? If common sense left you, let me enlighten you. It is simply because I haven't gotten their pictures and Kint was leaving soon so I was afraid that I wouldn't have time to get it. Well, if you gonna claim that you hit me like you were playing with me (as I was playing with them), I'll have you know that I'm not close to you at all. Only close friends can get away with hitting each other for fun. Besides, I treat my friends the same. I would pull Shuj's or Kint's bag too if it comes to that. I even pulled Kint's paper. So you're saying I should treat Dek as less of a friend just because of your feelings for him? Don't be ridiculous.

Your third point is the most hilarious of all. If I don't play childish games in public, I should play with my friends in private? I'd admit I may have overreacted. But I was just overreacting to an overreaction. If you said I was childish to play with them, are you by any means mature enough? Obviously, you aren't even mature enough to control your actions. Huh, you even complained that it was painful for you too when you hit my ring. The only thing I can say is, serves you right. Nobody asked you to hit me.
Yes I'm pro feminist. But even after fighting for equality for so long, we can never be totally equal. For one thing, guys are physically stronger than girls. And you just abused that advantage. I despise you for that.
If you'll only treat girls who behave as if they are restricted by the rules "how women should behave - written by men" in the 18th century as girls, perhaps you should return to the 18th century. As tomboyish as a girl is, she is still a girl. Have I ever said that you are not a guy, and treated you as a girl, just because you are gay? I even encouraged Dek to sit next to you on the first day I met you. Nice way of thanking me huh.

I asked some of the Zis (and the important one) if I can kick you out of Zis. Surprisingly, they have no opinions or objections. Why is it that your dear friends didn't side with you? Certainly not because I did something good coz I know I'm no angel. If they are scared of me, they can jolly well use this chance to escape from my wraths, but they didn't. So it's down to what YOU did. Perhaps it's time for you to reflect on your behavior and actions.

If it wasn't for the fact that the sight of you irks me immensely, I wouldn't do this to make things awkward for the rest. But too bad it does. So please remove yourself from Zis. If you do not comply, I can lend you a helping leg.

I'll be nice and give you face so you have 2 days of blogging authority to send your goodbyes in Zis blog. But anything provocative will be deleted.

I'll say it was 'nice' knowing you, but I guess it's thanks but no thanks for your crap.
May we never cross paths again.


Btw, sorry if I sabo-ed anyone. It wasn't intentional.

I'm updating this in a partly drowsy and immensely tired state so pardon me if I type anything wrong or miss out anything..

Had my birthday dinner last friday. Eh I didn't expect it until the day before when Xin told me o.o No wonder she took the effort to book a reservation at Secret Recipe. Thanks Xin!
Ok I shall update this as neutrally as possible.

Met Max the first time that day and got quite a scare. He looked super fierce and creepy lols. Xin, Shan and Jojo were there as well. I went there with Shuj, and was peeking from the corner of the restaurant, afraid to go in. But I still went in to face the inevitable in the end. Hmm, we got impatient waiting for Dek and Kint to arrive so we ordered first. And I lost the pic of Shuj's laksa! Dunno why -_-

Jojo's 'alphabet' fries that she shared with all of us. Thanks <3>


Shan's spaghetti


Xin's bolognaise with the screaming bun


Max's meatball spaghetti


Jojo's spaghetti and her sexy hand


Moi fish and chips (guess who is that behind :D)


We were waiting for the rest to reach while eating. Finally, everyone came (but sadly Sharn couldn't make it) and we were chatting heartily, waiting for the cake to arrive. Little did I know that the cake presentation would be a traumatising experience =.= When the lights went off, I was like, nuuuuuuuuuuuu! Then they played the birthday song, and the other customers were staring at us. I knew that even tho I didn't dare to turn my head to look. Rawr! Throughout the whole song, I pretended I'm not the birthday girl lols. But too bad I can't continue acting when it's time to blow the candles. The staff even shooked my hand o.o

Yummy cheese marble cake credits to Sharn :D Xie xie ni!



How can I forget the audi mug they gave me? Thanks guys! luv ya all (:

Unwrapped..


My WithY0u <33>


Zibi..


WithM3 :D


Shuj and I got restless coz we wanted to go PIU asap. But first, I have to bring the uneaten part of the cake back home to put in the fridge x.x So I met the rest at the bus stop after. Xin and Shan went off coz Xin needed to work. The bus ride was damn lonnnnngggg. And we had interesting pair offs lols.
Then bla bla PIU.

After PIUing, we went Macs to rest and chat. I made Kint tell his qian bian jokes to Dek and Max haha. And we came up with more and more lame jokes -_- Soon, it was time to go. We caught the last train to Jurong. Since Kint and Dek had no train back home, they sent Shuj and me home o.o So good worrr. xD On the way back they were annoying us with the johnny johnny joke that we still haven't figure out now yet! =O Evil! But anyways, thanks for sending us :D LOL from what Dek wrote in his blog, apparently they walked home after that. @@ Far~

The next day was Sai's BBQ outing. I brought Shuj there coz I was afraid that I'd be extra ._. We reached there damn early coz we wanted to go cycling before hand. The pit was super far from Mac and bicycle rental! At first we were just stoning before Izu they all reached. Met Ralph, Shi, Mao, JJ, Butter and Wen there. They played poker while we stoned -.-

Nothing to do when stoning ma. So I took out my phone and started snapping..

Sea Views.. Nice? xD




*Tou pais*


After 1 hr+ of waiting, Izu they all finally reached!

Guess who?


We walked back again to the bicycle rental (which is near Macs) and ourselves (Izu, Dk, Shuj, Bobba, HT's bro's fren) bicycles while HT and her bro (I think) got themselves skates. I wanna learn how to skate! So graceful~ @@

Cycle cycle and more cycle..

Cycled back to the BBQ pit and FOOD IS READY :D Only managed to get a bite of my hotdog before we had to cycle back to the bike rental place to return the bikes and skates. Dk didn't come we us yet he was holding the receipt! -_- In the end wasted alot of time solving the receipt problem. On the way back, HT suddenly U turned and said we needed to buy cakes for the birthday ppl (er, shi, ron and mao?) so we walked around to find cakes. Bought 3 pieces of cakes from coffee bean. (I didn't eat any) We walked back and I ate a few hotdogs, 1 chicken wing and 1 foil of sotong. They tried to sing the birthday song (and failed) then we watched the 3 of them fight over the raspberry piece of cake -.- Shuj got sian so she suggested we go to the beach (ji lang man yi xia). We spotted some fireworks far away o.o Izu came and look for us so Shuj bullied her by kicking sand on her LOL. Poor Izu.

Saw this weird car on the way back. Long front and short back O_O


Er Sunday. Met some zis to go sls, eat tao huey and play piu. Woah, Kint and Dek must have telepathy or wad. They wore the same T shirts! And they purposely don't let me photo them -.- So I played along and chased them all over SLS LOLS.

Succeeded in taking their pics in the end! :D Sneaky FTW.


Really chiobu mei and chio-er jie nias.

I shall not post on my opinions unless I'm pushed.
Please do not test my limits.