I think I'm too used to playing all day long and doing nothing constructive. Now, to ask me to do a 180 degrees change and start studying for the prelims, it's so damn hard!
I'm not saying it's impossible coz I want it to be possible. But I can't seem to put any effort in it. Nothing is going into my brain, if I have one. Everytime I prepare myself to study, I'll unconsciously start finding distractions to steer me away from the task at hand -.-
UGH I seriously rather stab myself than endure this.