Hello, dead blog once again.
Dear has been bugging me to update my blog. I guess he hopes that I'll write more about him. But sorry to disappoint LOL. Actually, the main thing I wanna write about, is that my sis is leaving for Vietnam this Sunday. And she'll be there for 6 months, thus missing my 21st, my dad's bdae, xmas and cny here. I've been having mixed feelings about this huge change in the family. No doubt that I'll be glad to have the whole room to myself during this period, but I wonder what will happen after she's left.
There's this saying from a book that I read long ago. If people are sandwiches, then some must be the mayonaise that hold the bread, meat, eggs and veggies together. I guess my sis must be the mayonaise in my family. She's the one that spends effort and time talking to everyone. She's the one the gel us together. When she's gone, will there be a communication break down? I'm not going to assume her role coz I'm not a social person by nature. I worry about our mum as my sis is closest to her. They even go out together every Saturday. This Saturday will be the last routine outing they have before my sis leaves. Really really hope that she'll stay safe and sound. Please let her come back alive and in one piece ok?
That aside, my results have been released. Luckily, only one failed. So I would have to take 5 units next sem instead of the usual 4. School is starting next week and I'm still into Rappelz. Wonder how I can handle it. It's gonna be really tough on me to wake up in the morning. This time, I must pass all so wont have to repeat any next sem! Ganbatte!
And dear thanks for being with me for so long. Cant believe we're close to 6 months old! Lets always be this happy ok? Love you..
I think you are
seriously bad for my studies, but who cares? Because when I'm with you, I own the world. ((:
am such a failure. cannot even finish studying for prelims. not even beyond the first chapter!!!
OMG. shd juz die.
I think I'm too used to playing all day long and doing nothing constructive. Now, to ask me to do a 180 degrees change and start studying for the prelims, it's so damn hard!
I'm not saying it's impossible coz I want it to be possible. But I can't seem to put any effort in it. Nothing is going into my brain, if I have one. Everytime I prepare myself to study, I'll unconsciously start finding distractions to steer me away from the task at hand -.-
UGH I seriously rather stab myself than endure this.
Swat complained that my previous blog skin was blinding him. So I changed to this act-cute one for him! I'm so bloody good right? :D